Daddy Freak Out

This weekend was overwhelming for me to say the least. It actually started two weekends ago when we purchased two used triplet strollers for $100. Great deal! The gentleman whom we bought them from delivered them to our house and when I brought them inside, the freak out began. It felt like one stroller by itself took up my whole house. Where are we going to put all this stuff? This weekend, we spent the better part of Saturday cleaning out and rearranging our house to make room for the babies. Courtney’s mom, and uncles came to help and we accomplished a lot. The part that freaked me out the most is we still dont have enough room. Where are we going to put all the baby stuff, the babies and the needed volunteers? It is too much for me to comprehend.

In the midst of my anxiety on Monday morning, God spoke truth into my life. I was about to walk out the door to head to work when I was struck with the fact that we have a long way before these babies are born. So much could happen to them. At that moment, all I knew to do was to cry and ask Jesus to work. Only He can form and develop them and protect them. Life came into focus for me. I can not do this! I need Jesus. I am desperate for him to work in my life and my family.

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