Never let go

God continues to show me daily to trust in Him and never ever let go.  At the memorial service for our babies, Travis sang the worship song “You never let go”…which has been so true.  Parts of the lyrics say, “through the calm and through the storm, you never let go.” Not only am I clinging daily to holding tight to Him, He doesn’t not waiver one bit from us in whatever circumstance or life things that may be happening.  I want to encourage with that, because even in the toughest of times, God reveal himself in such huge ways.

The first of this week was a little tough, and I am realizing as I hurt at times that some things upset you and you aren’t too sure why, and other things hit me and are frustrating and I just want to change them really quick!  There are times I don’t even know how to put into words how exactly I am feeling, and when it comes out I am not sure I make a lot of sense…thankfully I have some wonderful support around me that encourage and push me no matter what!

I had a great conversation with a lady on Wednesday night.  Her name is Brianna Morrison, and she lives in Wisconsin.  She had commented on the blog while I was in the hospital and it struck me when I went back and read some of the comments (which by the way, I love seeing so many different comments from people, it has been really encouraging).  Brianna was pregnant with six and she delivered at 23 weeks, and lost all of her babies except for one, Silas just two years ago.  She now also has a new little girl, Ivy Pearl.  It was great to get to talk to her on the phone and ask questions and learn more about her story.  I really feel like as we know people’s stories, and are able to relate to joys, hurts, etc. we form such a unique bond in Christ.  If you would like to read more about her story, check it out at www.littlegreenpastures.com .  I look forward to more conversations with her!  Thank You Brianna for your wisdom and encouragement.

Last night, Kristi and I kept some twins from Midtown, Isaac and Liam, and wow did they warm my spirits, they are so full full of life.  It was neat realizing, that even when things are tough and thing hurt, that there still can be things that bring smiles.  The good is even better now,and just to  appreciate life more every second! 

I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend and I will post again soon!

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