Moving on up! First day back at work!
I definitely have been a little nervous about going back to work. I think I am realizing things that were normal, are still normal, just maybe a little harder normal now. I absolutely love my job, and going back is a great step for normalcy, but I knew the first few days would be tough. I have also come to the realization I don’t need to be superwoman, and a lot more of the shock has worn off. It is hard to swallow, I don’t want things to be over. God continues to be my strength from the time I get up in the morning until the time I go to sleep.
This morning, Renie gave me a notecard with some verses out of Galatians, which basically said don’t be anxious about anything, and God will take care of us…which I kept looking at all through the day. Walking into the school I felt like my heart was going to pound out of my chest, but I got greeted by Mary Paul, one of the best four year old teachers I know, who made me feel way better! It was good to see everyone! The kids melted my heart. When I walked in the cafeteria, two of my sweet hispanic sisters, Kenia and Virginia came running up to to me and hugged me. Kenia (4 years old) said, “Where are your babies, Mrs. Tipping?” and Virginia (6 years old) looked at her and just pointed up, trying to tell her sister they were in Heaven. I then assured Kenia that yes, they are not with me anymore as she asked about my tummy, and I then told her that her and the other kids were my children now! A lot of the kids asked where the babies were, and after I told them they weren’t with me anymore but in Heaven, they were ready for me to get down on the floor and play with them!
I know it is going to take some time to get back in the swing of things at work, but first day back is behind me! This afternoon I went and threw the frisbee with Denise, and enjoyed some of the beautiful weather. I can’t wait to be playing some true ultimate and running!
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Cort,
You are such an awesome young woman. We old ladies can learn alot from you. I love you. See you soon.
Suzanne
You are so strong. I know that God will continue to carry you through these days. God bless you and keep you.
Miss Court:
I have thought about you and Allen so so much these days! With each thought comes another prayer. I especially thought about you yesterday as you took the path back to work. I know it was great and hard at the same time. Having read your blog message I am glad it went well and also I am thankful it is behind you! You are truly an inspiration! I know that God has GREAT plans for you and Allen. I look forward to witnessing them as they unfold. Both you and Allen consider yourselves hugged. Darrell and i love you very much! Love, thoughts, and prayers, Anna
Ithink of you each day and also pray for God to be with you and admire your strength as you go back to work, ask God to continiue to give you strength each day and to also be with Allen to. Bless you both. Becky
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sorrow is better than laughter for a sad face is good for the heart
Hey Courtney,
I am praying for you and Allen. You have been such an inspiration to me and have encouraged me in some areas that have been hard for me lately. Keep relying on the Lord and on days when it is even hard to know how to pray just call out His name. And I have faith that God is going to make your marriage to Allen so much stronger than you can imagine. You are two very special people to God and all of us. We love you and are here for you. You are a strong girl! Keep the faith!
I haven’t commented before, but have prayed faithfully for you the past several weeks. I’m a 2nd grade teacher in a public school. My class last year helped me get through two miscarriages. They knew I was pregnant the first time and had many sweet questions and concerns when I returned to school after being out several days. Later in the year, one of my students said, “Mrs. B., did you lose your baby?” Another student poked him in the back and said, “She didn’t LOSE her baby like we lose a pencil. Her baby went to be with Jesus!” It was a sweet moment for me–just to hear how the children understood my loss.
I’ll continue to pray for you often.
In Him,
Natalie
Courtney, you & Allen remain in my prayers. you both are an awesome witness for the Lord.